I met a guy returning a pack of socks because he was pre diabetic and his Dr told him he can't wear the socks. After looking the guy in the eyes I told him I used to be pre diabetic. The look on his face was of disbelief and shock as he told me no way you look perfectly fine and healthy. Back then I was 338 lbs, had high cholesterol, elevated liver enzymes, depression, sleep apnea, and medications for each one of them. Aside from that I had torn my lateral and medial meniscus and had to wear a custom made knee brace that would be with me for the rest of my life. When talking about the brace he asked what happened to it and what was my reaction when i first got it. How can I tell this stranger the truth? Embarrassed I told him I went home and had to live with it. Truth is I went home and fell asleep on the couch feeling sorry for myself and crying. Not only was the brace embarrassing wearing over your pants it was also uncomfortable . Having limited time we had t
With my diet in place and results beginning to show I started to believe that I can really do this. Only I wanted it done faster. Every morning before work I would go to the gym and do my cardio. After work I'd go back to the gym and lift weights. By splitting up my workouts I was able to achieve more time on my cardio and more sets/reps on my weight lifting. The results were felt more like a fantasy than reality. On average I was losing 5 lbs a week this way. People say losing more than 2 pounds a week can be unhealthy. So was being over 300 lbs with all of my other health conditions. Healthy or unhealthy my goal was to lose 39 pounds and get under 300 lbs. To me nothing was worse than having to wear a knee brace, wearing a mask pumping air through my nose while I slept, and taking numerous medications just to live.